From the recording Everything & Nothing
Lyrics
Hey dad are you proud of your sons?
I see you haven’t called 911
I've been trying so hard not to worry your heart
I don’t want you to call the ambulance
Cuz I took too many pills again
And hey ma I know you haven’t been well
You don’t want company when you’re going through hell
But if it’s any consolation I’ve been seeing things again
Thought I had it figured out before
But I don’t know anymore
I might need some help please
I wanna be mad happy
But mostly I’m just mad mad
All the memories that made me me
I wish I never had